Thursday, December 2, 2010

yes

yes ...i do love you but im truely sorry about today ..... i just wanna say i <3>_< logging off le

Monday, November 22, 2010

peace

family sorry .... im sorry tat i ruin the family... how i wish i could kiss the rain.......
he broke my heart worser than before ... tears are in my eyes .. i cant cry it out but now i can ... Lord i pray tat my family could have peace .......... :( i wan to kiss the rain ... byebye world ........

Saturday, October 30, 2010

bye.. hi

BYEBYE TO........ NATHANIEL SOH YANG ZHI !!!!!
HELLO TO ......... D.T.J.H
hey my lover :] ! thnks for being wif me .... im sooo happy :)
hope we can last long n stay longer than 3 months
haha i mean forever !

G.W.S.H <3 D.T.J.H
i <333333333333333333 u forever .............
thanks :]

Thursday, August 26, 2010

him is love to me

from the day that love him till now , i have not given up on him , but he did . he had broke my heart for so many day but i he didnt realised . i wan him to love me and not lie to me

but i all started like this . his so called second girlfren , talk to me on facebook , she told me that he had two gurlfrends , i dunno who is lying . i wan to know the truth , i cried and cried i even tried to kill my self wif a ruler , i didnt have his love wif me , he didnt ask me why i cut myslef . till i showed him , he juz ignored and pretend he didnt see it . He doesnt treat me as his gurlfren
then i asked him to explain does he have another gurlfren , he said no .. he dragged it . i knew that he was lying . all i know is that who should i beleive ... her or him . one is my best fren one is my boyfren . if u believe in him , she will get hurt but if i belive in her , he will get hurt ... i juz wan the truth , i wan a future not a past ...

i wan him to love me ... i wan him to be wif him
but his mother doesn`t like me be wif me . so i decided to let him go cuz...
1. his mother
2.his ignore in school
3.he didn`t care about me
4.he treat me as a non living thing , i hurt myslef he didnt care

to him : i dunno who to trust , u or her . but i dunno wat to do sorry

Sunday, August 8, 2010

my admirer

HI to the - ur admirer-
are u nat ? my cute little guy ?
if its u ... im happy !!!!!!!
if its not u ... im sad :'(

Nat i love you forever and ever nth can break us up

2th years

mummy its been 2 years liao , i miss u . sorry that i never go to ur funeral ... but i still love you
ur always in my mind but its been 2 years liao ... me n daddy missed the days we been together
i missed the days we went to the beach n play wif kites , talking to each other , how i wish i could rewind and go back to the times, but times flies sooo fast , im goona be 13 liao , u left me when i was 11 , it happen too fast . after u had gone i have soo much pain .
2 years of pain
2 years of bitterness
2 years of misunderstanding
2 years of saddness

i juz wan it to go bak !!!!! i wanna see u n take the time serious
i love u soo much
i have changed liao ... but ur still my mom

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

wow !!!

finally i receive a sms from children church !!!!!!!! i finally can serve in N13 !!!! but its at amk but its ok cuz i wan to serve god !!!! im finally a teacher !!!!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

evil 2

evil bunny

my updates

well guys as u no i haven`t been updating my things sorry , well guy around apirl i have went for a batism !!! name is grace wong shi hui ;] well now for SA1 i haven`t do well i think ....
i`ve cut my hair n rebond


w479 won for shi zhi lu kuo !!!!!!!! mee





meme !!!

wow !!!!! today i realise that i`ve had done so much thing wrong !!!!!
w479 rocks !!!! may w479 would increase ;)

Thursday, March 18, 2010

cheese

cheese is for me n u .... but once u are gone give me back ur share !!!!!
╔═══╗♪
║███║ ♫ --> ~Lalala~
║ (●) ♫
╚═══╝♪♪
music is my style but .............. i love stepmaina most !!!!!!! step step step ♫♫♪♪ haha
but where is my pixxa ???!!! where is my share ?????

Saturday, February 13, 2010

listening

today I'm just so bored even though its chinese new year , my father kept talking non-stop , im sleeping soon sia !!!!! help me !!! im dying he kept continue the talking , just so bored !!!

Friday, February 12, 2010

arrr

im a runner for this year !!! im running for 200 meter n 400 meter ..... im just so tired , every friday im run for total of 600 meter . jia yu !!!! harrr ... lolz haha
wish me good luck

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

zzzz

homework is just so hard !!!!!
help me !!!!! its about car accidents !!!!! sooooooo hard !!!!!! help me sia !!!!!
must hand in by tmr !!! help help its eurgen !!!!!! :{

Friday, January 1, 2010

i ...

i wan u to hold me
i wan u to kiss me
i wan u to hug me
i wan u to date me

>3 u mucks

loving u dots

god loves me , so do i ..... =]
=3 :3 ;3

dots

tmr u must hold my hand darling
i lov3 u but i love god first
if i never went there i wont had fellen in lov3 wif u

Thursday, November 26, 2009

lolZ

HOildays are finaly here !!! camp also coming right soon !!!!! i miss zzk ..... my sis xcant bear me 2 go 2 the camp !! .... lolz cuz she will have no one to care , no one 2 talk , no one to playz n no one to treat bad !! lol !!!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

so long no see

christmas is coming on , as my bady has past!!!! n finally im 12 !!!! whooooo diao .... lol!! n asmirah !!! u are gonna die soon !! cuz u like to be me right ?? ok lar u be wsh lar !! i be grace wong lor !!! in sch called me sucker !! u then lar !! own plp money still have not pay !! i will ask michelle 2 add 1 $1 more inside!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

exam

yo everybody wish ur exam pass right now ! study hard , but not only study u need play listen music , talk to ur friends on the phone then study ... u cant play forever but still need to study ... i know just now i said that liao !! diao...... wish 70plus ....... god bless everyone!! love lots good luck in ur exams ..!!!!! so perpare well !!!

wish list

  • turtle
  • hamster
  • rose
  • kiss
  • cute stuff
  • love
  • laptop
  • new hp
  • new dress
  • new watch
  • mp3
  • ipod
  • mp4
  • DS
  • rollerblades
  • yo-yo
  • new spec frame
  • new school bag

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

boys flirt girls

every boys in class flirt wit us girls ! not fair y cant the girl flirt boys Ƹ̵̡Óœ̵̨̄

i just want to slap them right in thier face cuz they SUCK!

only know how to act cool , now its the changes to girls flirt boys !!!

if the world could shange like this it will be the best !!!!

girls dont get heart ach as boy get that feeling n that will punish them

if they dont want this to happen .... dont make girls to have a heartach

u know wat is heartach ?? boys???? u may no wat it is but u dont know

how it feels like ! its hurt alot 100%

boys love us but they will not have the whole heart on us !

u cant explain this , if u really love us ... prove it then

but u cant prove it right ? then dont flirt us !!!

fair ?? no ?! yes ! it is 100% fair

Friday, September 18, 2009

my birthday party

my birthday party there will be alot of stuff , i cant wait cuz zzk coming too ( maybe)
i will have a lot of present , wish to have rollerblades for my birthday ! how i wish my party would trun out right? maybe? or not ?!

class lovers

shi hui n zhi kai
shirley n clovis
jaslyn n galen
nikki n alfyan
angeline n yu heng
shermaine n marcus
kimberly n alvin
safinah n qahar

abit like tis lar !

Saturday, September 5, 2009

my name very funny

i today bought a keychain then i go put wsh , the i realise my name put upside down it is hsm !
i cant belive it i have been using that for years then now i know so stuipd right?
lol lol! i hate myslef so silly! yeah tom my mother help me to massage soooo nice , hope she pass her exam ! i wanz to die le , so dumb , crazy n silly. how could a boy love me like tis? HBL was so fun ! so nice like wat le ! one week of hoilday but mon,tue n wen got chinese dance! force us all so hard cuz next year got SYF [ contest!] cup noddles nice meh i hate the heat of the noddle, then i very hot le [ not the sexy one ok?] if i wear my spec eat cup noddles , my spec goes foggy! lolz

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

bored

i wish to have a flower for my birthday from my love one
i wish to have a kiss for my birthday from my love one
i wish to have a word called love for my birthday
i have no ones love, will u protect me from danger?
i will love u forever
zzzzz...........
yo-yo

Sunday, August 16, 2009

i will not miss him

i promise i wont talk about hiim,
i promise i will let go,
i promise i will study hard n carry on,
the three of us wont fight for love i will let go,
i will forget the rest of things wat happen in the past,
did he broke up wit me??
zzk this is the last time i maybe cant talk to u forever n ever
u got broke up plz say in my cbox

Friday, July 31, 2009

sick

today early in the morning i had a high fever n i needed to eat 5 type of med!!!!!!! omg o.o

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

sick

HELP!!!!!!! i am sick!!!!! fever n cough, missing zzk , im maybe staying at home for 1 week no!!!!!!!!!!!! on this coming sat is that im going my mum there, but i cant??agust(dont know how to spell) of 4 , is my mums death day! one year has past , how i miss her. its like i blink my eyes, but i dont belive, why god dont ever give her more time??? one last good bye also cant even a sorry word! y ! y god dont ever give me more time in every thing i do ! y! even shes not here but i belive she will rip! ok ? who will <3 me till the very end?who will hold me? -_-

Saturday, July 25, 2009

love me or not

u may love or not
its fine to me
i will love u forever
but will u
u maybe cant be mine
but i treat u as mine
may god bless u amen

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

videos in youtube

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zAuDtjP72xU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-MNNOAqn_8&feature=related

birthdays

  1. july 12-galen-
  2. aug 9 - granny n singapore-
  3. aug 11 - couisn-
  4. aug 13 - uncle-
  5. sep 8 - dad
  6. nov 11 - shermaine-
  7. nov 14 - zzk-
  8. nov 19 - mii-
  9. dec 25 - jesus-

me n friends party
















Thursday, July 16, 2009

omgz

i got my spec =--=haha right 75 , left 50 lolx kk now lets talk about me ..................nothing..........haha. really so i am going to be lonely this whole year but i still got my friends , family n teachers . as my mum died last year wawa , so i wanna talk to my mum but cant. now going to do HOMEWORK omg

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

happy bdayx

yo guys today its my bestfriend bday....rochelle. i wish her a happy 10 year old bdayz . lolx . true really her bady lar , may god bless her . god will catch u rochelle,bless u , the lord sent his only son to this earth , for dieing our sins. so pray to him.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

boys

boy are ...... stupid,crazy,lazy,dumb,dontknow how to diffrent shape if they are a boy or a girl,dont understand us,act clever n treat girls like thier maid....

WE GIRLS MAYBE A TOMBOY BUT WE WILL NOT LIKE U ALL GUYS ...
some of us girls are maybe staying singel forever

Friday, June 26, 2009

cbox

hi guys. i know u all been waiting for the cbox. sry i was so busy... school starting on monday ..........i dont wanna go-.- need to study.. wish can get batise - dont know how to spell-[lol] really misses my mom
mom plz come bak

Friday, June 19, 2009

last day

the last day,now maybe tresa is on the flight bak to singapore from bangkok??
the last day,maybe i dieing soon , i am useless . y am i born???


The last day
Help
Every momment every second

Last day
At this momment i live in the earth
Second last momment
Together forever

Day
A dream may come true
Y am i living??

Sunday, June 14, 2009

last sunday


  1. went rollerbalding

  2. did not fall down

  3. had a nap

  4. dinner

  5. blogger posting

??????????


if u dont like this blogger songs , plz comment on any

Saturday, June 13, 2009

tresa

dear tresa...
i hope u see this , me n ur friends are going to miss u , as u went to bangkok today(13th of june) , i had recived ur message , thnxs , wish to talk to u as soon as possible , com spoil now using my sister`s com , so a week , its like 100 years !!!!!!! remember yesterday both of us made a video about my best friend >>>>>>>tresa . miss tresa quek !!!!! have a nice time in bangkok!!!!! god bless u as ur not an christan (forgot how to spell) yesterday was funny, remember in the lift ????? funny right !!! dont let plp know!!!!! so boring ! i am soon trying to post my video as we made ysterday !!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok????? lolx>_

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

yahoo

today can eat live prawns , may god bless me n my family ........ chat box have not come so sorry *-* ... i will get it fast as possible..... going to play habbo

Sunday, June 7, 2009

help!!!

help!!! its not me who need help , is the needes, i wish i could bring joy for them ! but i could not. :)i am very blessful of having a good life, have best colths,be a normal girl, i may have sickness (my heart double blood vein,god bless me) the doctor said that i cant run , swim, dance.because i will not breath goodly , god had make me to be like those normal kids , i so lucky .!!!!:)plz call 1900-112-8805/8815/8835 call on 7/6/09 , if u missed u may do it next year

Saturday, June 6, 2009

wish list

wishlist

  1. DS
  2. pretty clothes!!
  3. love
  4. necklace
  5. cute little tortise
  6. handsome bf
  7. money!
wish to make them come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 31, 2009

wat job should i choose when i grow up!!!!

jobs that i can choose

being a >>>>>>>>down

  1. doctor(so scared of blood)
  2. police(so scared to be shot by a gun)
  3. singer(love singing)
  4. dancer(love dancing)
  5. agent (sells houses)(love maths)
  6. counter(no way)
  7. teacher(love kids)
  8. ???????? (dont know)

Friday, May 29, 2009

mother`s love

i am going to tell you about my mother,tan siew teng(i dont know how to spell) she died last year 4/8/08,she died because she was badly sick,the last day my dad mum spent their last time, my dad wanted to buy things from the NTUC , my dad called my mum to have a good rest, while my dad wented out to buy things as my mum had nothing to do. soon she slept soundly , when my dad came bak from buying things,my dad check out how my mum was as he wanted to call my mum to eat,suddenly my dad saw my mum stomach was not moving !!!!!!!this is how she died>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>those that read this story,plz respect you mum and dads,you might don't have time now like me now its too late**********, now i left my dad i am scared that if my dad passes away, i will be came an alone kid>>>>>-_- <_>+_+*_*&_&^_^%_%$_$#_#@_@ !_!

holiday!!!!

Holiday has come !!!! i still can`t get it who wrote things on my chat box maybe its some one cute?????? i dont know???? plp who sees this go check my cbox haha!!!! i miss zzk hope we may restart le!!!!!! i wish i could exchange life wit my mother so my mum could be happy wit my mother!! then i will not be having so hard life!!!everybody in this world plz respect your mothers not like me . now i dont even have time wit my mother and cant respect her .. she died last year.>>>>>>>>>>>>i misss my mum-_- i <3>

Thursday, May 28, 2009

dont know wat to choose

could i be single forever.
how long will it last????
who will be mine forever??????
i want him bak!!! i miss the olden days!!!!!
will he let me wit him again?????
i am stuck on him!i hate him but i love him !!!!!
i wish he could call me on the telephone!!!!!
i am so childful for him???

Saturday, May 23, 2009

oh no lonely again !!!!!!!

SHIT !!!!!!! i am lonely again but i had a new bf !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy !!! i wanna fight wit zzk !!!!! haha! cause he make me angry!!!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

yoyo

sup guys today it is a happy day for me!!!!! wish me good luck in my exam , i just love acting cool, maybe i am not going to be lonely forever!!!!! i don`t even know?????? may be he is breaking up soon !!! i wish it will not happen !!!!!!!! god blesss me !!! wish my mother will be happy for me in heaven !!! lol!! mum i am going to show u my marks soon as possible !!!!!!!!!!lol!!!!! god bless me !! see my new post soon!! comments!!!! showing u my marks too!!!! maybe????

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

lonely forever part 3

will he be mine forever, now i know the pain of jealous.when i sees him and his friends talking to each other i got a bit angry , was i wrong of making him sad, if i be wit him forever will he hurt alot. i think i went to a wrong path, should i continue , he said there were 4 things about me that he want to break up wit me , when i will be his forever maybe not any more. he is taken, i wanted to try my best to make him not to be jealous, but i cant . i am thinking of him now , i love but i dont know does he , my exam has come , i so scared of i will lost him.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

lonely forever part 2

will he wait for me at gate 2. does he miss me, i do but i don't know do he, my heart is still cut it kept bleeding cant stop. i think he has regret being wt me, maybe we don't have faith or is its me that has a bad soul of not trusting him , i don't want to be lonely in the box. help my head cant stop thinking a bout him , its hurt so much , i am not pretty meh or i ugly , just for a few months wit My new bf we will break up easily because of a bad thing stopping us to love each other, i want to stay alone but its so crowed here.

  1. who will be mine forever
  2. will i be lonely forever
  3. i still stuck inside the box
  4. i don't like break ups
  5. i miss the happiness time with him

Thursday, May 7, 2009

lonely forever




did i did wrong. i only want say sorry to him only. but he will not forgive me,will i be lonely forever, alone,on one to comfort me if i cry, onebody loves me,always alone in a quiet box,hmm,if i could be wit him forever , will he give me happiness or sadness, i dont want to lose him when we were together,now his lose of my sight, never ever forever mine , y,y did i make him jelouse or i broke his heart, i wish he could be wit me forever , but he maybe taken in a few weeks time, my friends always called me to break up wit him but i dont want to i didn`t listen to them now its too late my heart has cut every deep now , i though i was the most lucky one in the world for being having a best bf , but it was a dream , it cant be true, i wanted to wake up soon but i couldnot every thing seems real but its a sad real love story , i thought i could marry him but i couldn`t do it , i am so scared of stuck inside the dark and lonely box,no one was in ,it so quiet , i gusse all the girls do have this dream , but i wish everyone in the earth will keep this thing as a dream.

Monday, May 4, 2009

wat if i die

wat if i die,
i will tell my father i love him
i will do my best to help my friends
i will do things that i never do before
i don't want my world to be so imperfect
i will forgive plp wat they done
i will leave everything behind

Friday, May 1, 2009

funny comics stirp






















funny pics







jokes

why did the little boy ate his homework .

its because , his teacher said it was a pice of cake ... -laugh my ass off le-

wat is cats fave colour ...

purrple

where do cows go to when they one to relax...

they go to the mooovies.

one day a lady went to a shop to buy a dress, a thift came in and thore the dress.
next day , she brought a cat call neh neh , the thif came in n squeeze the cat .
next day again , a milk at her door , she was about to take it , a thift came in again and drank the milk.guess wat she told the police ..
POLICE A THIFT CAME IN AND THORE MY DRESS ,SQUEEZE MY NEH NEH AND DRANK MY MILK ........ [ LMAO]

Thursday, April 30, 2009

my fave pics


















friends . poem.

friends are always Best
friends are always Encourge
friends are always Share
friends are always Together

friends are always Friendly
friends are always Real
friends are always Irreplaceable
friends are always Ever friends
friends are always Nobody can be left out
friends are always Dont break up
friends are always Sharing

this is for all of the plp who sees this and REMEMBER that a best friend is always BEST

i love spongebob




spongebob emo n baby

DIARY

dear diary

today , was my worse day of my life , omg did i forgot that i am still alive . i wanted to very soon le but god would not let . last saturday a man throw some thing on me when i pass by , it was some thing i dont know , but i think so its a cruse to me .... wat ...... u know how i know that ... i knew it was becase i got cruse by bad luck, i know i dont belived in bad lucks but it was wierd a few day ago , my family fight, friends fight, i even got hurt by roller blade . omg ....... how could this spell broke... even i am wit my bf i fight wit him too ...... weird right . i didnt even know y , hmm he was a weird man , so lets contuine wit a ending ,,,,,,,


THE END

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

my best friends

best friends
  1. god
  2. Jesus
  3. granny
  4. sister
  5. Tresa n kesmin
  6. Queenie
  7. Abigail
  8. Angeline
  9. me!!!!!

my profile

age= will change

hight= will change

first cry= i even dont know

last cry=god will know

FAVE LAND
food=lots

songs= pop , classic and lots

plp=granny,dad,mum,uncle,aunt n sis
DISLIKE LAND
plp=nobody

places=nowhere
HOBBiES
swimming,dancing,singing,acting,drawing,shopping,com n playing